{"id":2854,"date":"2016-02-15T12:00:25","date_gmt":"2016-02-15T12:00:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/?p=2854"},"modified":"2016-12-31T02:42:26","modified_gmt":"2016-12-31T02:42:26","slug":"a-year-without-blogging","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/","title":{"rendered":"A Year Without Blogging"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Tl;dr version:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Going on hiatus, BRB.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Long version:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I am pretty active when it comes to putting stuff online. Just a casual glance at <a title=\"@RussianGestapo on Twitter\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/RussianGestapo\" target=\"_blank\">my Twitter feed<\/a> for the year reveals that, on average, I put up <a title=\"Comics!\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/site\/comics\" target=\"_blank\">comics<\/a>, <a title=\"Blog posts! (You're reading one!)\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/\" target=\"_blank\">blog posts<\/a>, <a title=\"Podcasts!\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/category\/podcasts\/\" target=\"_blank\">podcasts<\/a> and <a title=\"Other assorted oddities!\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/site\/projects\" target=\"_blank\">other assorted oddities<\/a> for public consumption at least several times a month<sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-1' id='fnref-2854-1' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>1<\/a><\/sup>. <a title=\"The Year in Blogs: 2015\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/01\/01\/the-year-in-blogs-2015\/\">Last year I managed to write 22 blog posts<\/a>, some of which contained long-form media that takes a long time to create\/edit (like videos); that&#8217;s almost two fairly large blogs a month! However, I&#8217;m still generally unsatisfied by what I&#8217;m working on in my spare time and I&#8217;ve come to the realisation that it&#8217;s really easy to be working on the <em>wrong<\/em> output.<\/p>\n<p>I am my own worst enemy &#8211; I make unrealistic expectations on myself to finish things and then just can&#8217;t let go when I lose interest in them. For example, <a title=\"You know, the post that was put up a day before one of my pet birds died.\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2015\/02\/16\/lets-start-the-year-again-part-1-new-year-new-moustache-new-digs-same-old-goals\">half the goals listed in the &#8220;goals list&#8221; from last year<\/a> are unfinished, which bugs me. The <a title=\"Ten Years in the Making \u2013 the Mediocre Origins of Detulux Incorporated (Part 2)\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2015\/12\/21\/ten-years-in-the-making-the-mediocre-origins-of-detulux-incorporated-part-2\/\">second<\/a> and <a title=\"Ten Years in the Making \u2013 the Mediocre Origins of Detulux Incorporated (Part 3)\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/01\/25\/ten-years-in-the-making-the-mediocre-origins-of-detulux-incorporated-part-3\/\">third<\/a> videos where <a title=\"Ten Years in the Making \u2013 the Mediocre Origins of Detulux Incorporated (Part 1)\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2015\/06\/25\/ten-years-in-the-making-the-mediocre-origins-of-detulux-incorporated-part-1\/\">we look at my old webcomics<\/a> were an absolute chore to put together towards the end, but I couldn&#8217;t let it go. I&#8217;m still bugged by the fact that I haven&#8217;t finished the subtitling on <a title=\"Discworld Noir playthrough\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/projects\/discworld_noir\" target=\"_blank\">my Discworld Noir videos<\/a><sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-2' id='fnref-2854-2' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>2<\/a><\/sup>. I really want <a title=\"Hopefully all those trophy boxes are green by the time you read this.\" href=\"http:\/\/psnprofiles.com\/trophies\/3827-METAL-GEAR-SOLID-V-THE-PHANTOM-PAIN\/RussianGestapo\" target=\"_blank\">that platinum trophy on MGSV<\/a> (and the one for <em><a title=\"Dammit Sergei, why won't you just die?!?\" href=\"http:\/\/psnprofiles.com\/trophies\/1815-Hitman-2-Silent-Assassin\/RussianGestapo\" target=\"_blank\">Hitman 2<\/a><\/em>, come to mention it. Oh, and I just got <em>Fallout 4<\/em>,<em> Mad Max<\/em> and <em>GTA: Vice City<\/em> for Christmas!). At the same time there are other projects I would like to work on and some I would like to actually make a <em>start<\/em> on!<\/p>\n<p>Something has to give. That thing, I&#8217;ve decided, is the background need for me to output stuff once every few weeks; more specifically blogs which, although I enjoy writing them a lot, take up a lot of creative energy and don&#8217;t really output anything remarkable<sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-3' id='fnref-2854-3' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>3<\/a><\/sup>.<\/p>\n<p>I wrote once about <a title=\"The Great Deviant Slaughter of \u201909\" href=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2009\/07\/08\/the-great-deviant-slaughter-of-09\/\">leaving a digital footprint, specifically in the form of a DeviantArt account<\/a> but it applies to all online presence. I just want to stick a flag in the ground where my digital footprint is with a sign on it that reads &#8220;BRB&#8221;<sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-4' id='fnref-2854-4' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>4<\/a><\/sup>, in case anyone finds this website in half a year&#8217;s time and wonders why it hasn&#8217;t been updated. It hasn&#8217;t been updated out of <em>choice<\/em>, not due to laziness or the owner disappearing off the web into the ether of &#8220;real life&#8221;<sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-5' id='fnref-2854-5' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>5<\/a><\/sup>.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m slap bang in the middle of moving house around the time this goes up. I now own<sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-6' id='fnref-2854-6' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>6<\/a><\/sup> an actual physical building to share with my fianc\u00e9e, which is very exciting.<\/p>\n<p>I need a year to work on stuff in private without the self-imposed deadline of &#8220;gotta post something up on the web, it&#8217;s been a week since the last thing!&#8221;. I&#8217;d like to come back in a year or so with a whole bunch of exciting, fresh things to talk about. If I get anything I desperately want to comment on that&#8217;s in the zeitgeist I may cave and stick up a one-off blog and I suspect any comic pages that get finished will continue to go up as they are completed. As for the rest&#8230;I&#8217;m going silent for a bit.<\/p>\n<p>This isn&#8217;t goodbye, just au revoir. Catch you down the line. \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2855\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"width: 500px\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2855\" title=\"Fallout Walking into Sunset\" src=\"http:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content.jpg\" alt=\"Fallout Walking into Sunset\" width=\"490\" height=\"313\" data-wp-pid=\"2855\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content.jpg 490w, https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content-300x192.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 490px) 100vw, 490px\" \/><div class=\"wp-caption-text\">Blimey, the way I&#8217;m making this out you&#8217;d think I&#8217;m going to war or something. It&#8217;s only a smegging website!<\/div><\/div>\n<p><strong>P.S.<\/strong> I&#8217;m still going to be active on Facebook, Twitter and social media so if you&#8217;re friends with me on certain channels I&#8217;ll still be around to talk and stuff. This is basically a post where I tell my personal website that I need a break<sup class='footnote'><a href='https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/#fn-2854-7' id='fnref-2854-7' onclick='return fdfootnote_show(2854)'>7<\/a><\/sup> (and that <em>is<\/em> a weird thing to catch yourself typing!).<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<a href=\"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/2016\/02\/15\/a-year-without-blogging\/\"><img width=\"125\" height=\"125\" src=\"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content-150x150.jpg\" class=\"alignright tfe wp-post-image\" alt=\"Fallout Walking into Sunset\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-content\/uploads\/fallout3content-200x200.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 125px) 100vw, 125px\" \/><\/a><p>Tl;dr version: Going on hiatus, BRB. Long version: I am pretty active when it comes to putting stuff online. Just a casual glance at my Twitter feed for the year reveals that, on average, I put up comics, blog posts, podcasts and other assorted oddities for public consumption at least&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2855,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[328],"tags":[338],"class_list":["post-2854","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-real-life","tag-that-weird-post-where-sean-tells-his-own-website-that-he-needs-a-break-from-it"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2854","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2854"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2854\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2855"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2854"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2854"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.payneful.co.uk\/blogsplosion\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2854"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}